Oh Thats Right It's Another Snow Day!

Today I once again have loved, second time I have woken up with out in a care in the world to actually get ready for school, to just come online to see if we are or by the texts which say the same thing but by different people 'Schools Off!', god I love it, I don't really fancy going back at all to school till after New Year, that would be good now. I've just realised this is my last post of November and this year it has been a 'SNOVEMBER!' I like that :)

Well today I have been out, I walked all the way to mills in the thick snow to relise that we were going to go to the school feild, which is like just round the corner, what the hell? it was good anyway, the freshies thought they could take us, I don't think so, nice running away hardies! :P Went to the shop after it was okay, I felt sorry for the old people in the middle of the snowball fight and the bus drivers which got hit :/  Went home and baked rock roadys, I quite liked them but now I wished used milk chocolate instead of dark, but ohwell its still food :D

Hopefully we will be off tomorrow, the first of the month, a six day weekend would be unreal :)

Very tired, so toodles :)

Love K,

xoxo

That's Right A Snow Day Babyyy!!

Thankyou snow, thankyou very much...

I'm loving this snow day, I can't be bothered to go out in it, but I'm loving it,

It has been a lovely 4 day weekend :)

Don't you just love that moment when you walk out the house and someones walking back from school and then theres the 'Schools off because of the snow!' get innn. The weather has been rather crazy today, one minute its heavily snowing, next its sunny and its melting, and this keeps on happening!

So as I have been off I have watched a bit of daytime telly, Jeremy Kyle was classic, gosh thats a funny show! Then a bit of gilmore girls and 90210, I love both of them shows, especially 90210 :P I caught up on Keeping Up With The Kardashians, I actually love that family, I would love to be in with the Kardashian sisters, there just so pretty and funny, love it :D

I'm quite upset that we missed double art today, i love double art, it's the bestest, I just love the people in it :) but I am glad that we missed our history exam, but at the same time I'm not since I did 23 pages of notes for revision and now I think I have forgotten most of it, it took me from 11 yesterday till like 8 at night!!

The snows coming heavily down now, it's sort of coming down in like circles, its so pretty to watch. So I think everyone went out today sledging and what not and I have just sat in, but I really cba with that right now, I really am glad to be off school.

OOh and Heinz doesn't half make you feel all nice inside on one of these days :)

Made a snowman lasst night he's called Fred, he's the bestest! his carrot has fallen out now and alot of snow has fallen on top of him, but you can still see his smile :)

He wasn't finished their, but you get the jist...

And well I just really like this sculpture, I wouldn't know

where to start with it :P

Anyway need to revise P.E alot, cba to and I might just snuggle up on the couch and watch some films, I like the sound of that :)

Hope you have a great Snowww day people :)

Love K,

xoxo

SANTA! OH MY GOD! SANTA'S COMING! I KNOW HIM! I KNOW HIM!

Hmm I'm sick of lots of things lately, I must admit, I can't wait to just move on from here, and start new adventures...

:)

Today so far i hve sat and watched Saturday Kitchen Live and Niglea's Kitchen, I like the firstone, but Nigela really annoys me, with her big boobs in her tight tops, you never really see what she is really making just her fake smiling face, pops and I like to have a rant about it, I think it's becoming a Saturday regular for us, which I like :) cToday she did make some nice looking brownies, so I may attempt making these bad boys.

Last night I went to the 20% sales at binns, gosh I love that shop at christmas, this is while everyone else is off at partys, I don't care no more, I prefer doing things like I did last night, it's more enjoyable, after we came back and watched one of the best Christmas films...ELF, Ilove it so much, and that spagehetti with smarties, looks quite appealin to me, not the marshmallows or the syrup but hell yeah to the smarties :D I might try it some time ;)

I've been looking for a party dress, I can't decide there isn't really anything calling out to me, saying Oh yes I might look half decent in this, which is rather annoying.

 "I just like to smile, smiling's my favorite"

-Elf♥

 

Off to make brownies,

Toodle Pip.

Love K,

xoxo

Too Right It's Untitled.

I'm not there anymore, and now I know, thanks.

So Much For That.

Today hasn't been a very good day, I actually hated it...

Don't you just hate it when someone tells you your something, and you get all excited for it and it turns out it doesn't even happen, I hate it, it's happened to me twice in the same week, its a bitch, and all I can think about is what am I doing? This makes me feel like I can't wait to go to college right now, to meet new people, do things I want to do, right now that sounds great, compared to this. I don't know if I really fit in anymore, I feel like I'm a new kid sometimes.

Today was just horrible! This time when I ran to the window, there was a sheet of snow laying on the floor, it made me feel so happy inside :) Exams are still on and I'm failing by everyone, we had ideas and context and what an absolute mickey take, they didn't even tell us about half of the exam! History didn't get any better, I repeated myself about 10 times on how the Romans wanted a strong, healthy population which they could use to fight with! FAILLL!

Thankgod were off tomorrow, I don't think I could stand going to school, I feel like I'm drifting away and I'm not focusing, maybes I should change things

Things I'm going to try and change:

• Focus more in school.
• Choose what I want.

Theres more things but I can't be bothered anymore, I just don't know what to say, I'm not in a very good mood.

Watching Sex and The City now, I love that film, I wish I could live like they do, when I'm older, it looks fun, actually it's probably since their millionaires!

Night.

Love K,

xoxo

Where are you?

Today didn't do so well in my exmas, probably the worst I've ever done...

Science I didn't feel like I was confident on any questions, not even one, so that isn't looking to good. And oh gosh english I can't believe I'm so stupid! So it was lit. and I thought it was two questions you had to anwser, it turned out you could choose either! I forgot to see the OR, gutted, it doesn't get beeter either, the next bit I decided to write about a childhood memory, I ended up thinking how miss said to think out of the box, so i decided to be a toy like in toy story and the girl took me to the beach for the day. OH god, I have done everything wrong, looks like I won't being passing anytime soon then.

Everyones bozzing over the snow on facebook, I can't seem to see it, I'm sure it's rain not snow, I think we just want it to be snow, gutted. Today I turned my radio on when I woke up and i heard it had snow so I ran to my landing window... there was no snow, not even any sleet, gutted.

I can't believe how fast December is coming round, it's next week!!

Need to start thinking about what I'm going to buy my secret santa ;)

I have a few ideas, just need to decide.

Apparantly it's meant to snow heavy tonight, I hope so because if it does hopefully I will get to miss my history exam :D

Come on SNOWWW!!

Love K,

xoxo

Here You Go...

I have decided to make another blog, but this is hopefully going to be about fashion and what I like, here it is if you fancy checking it out ;)

http://how-to-smell-the-couture.blogspot.com/

Love K,

xoxo

Can't Take Anymore Science.

No mocks today, thankgod, since English and Science were yesterday, bad thing is I have them again tomorrow, Oh the joys.

I no this sounds really stupid but when I woke up today to my annoying alarm, I actually hate the sound of it, all it does is vibrates, but it pees me off now, well back to what I was saying, not interesting but for a split second I thought it was Christmas morning, after that happiness went, I remebered we were in the middle of our mocks and I was probably going to fail quite alot of them.

People keep saying it's going to snow, well I looked at the weather forecast and it said it was going to be light showers of snow! I don't want light snow I want heavy thick snow which you can make snowmen out of!!

I had quite a good history lesson today, c'l and me sat there and well pretended to bully l'a, it was so funny because she thinks were being serious, of the fun we have. Think I need to wap quite alot of sudocreme tonight, I hope it works it's magic :)

I'm so pleased we have a teacher training day on friday, so were off, which is good as I need to revise quite alot! But I did find out that it wasn't really a teacher training day but that the teachers complained that they didn't have enough time to do Christmas shopping, cheeky little minxes!! :P

I don't really know what else to say to be honest...

This is so cute, just wish it wasn't £69, that's what primarks for only £8 and you get feet in those ones, which is a bonus ;)

Don't really know what I would like for Christmas, I've made a list but when I think about it, do I really need those things?

Off to revise, maybes, well atleast try ;)

Love K,

xoxo

Basically You Can See How I Feel From The Top Of My Blog...

FMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFML!!

I'm going to FAIL so bad over these next two weeks, looks like goodbye to my chances of getting into college. Thanks stupid EXAMS, I FRIGGIN' HATE YOU!!

Science and English tomorrow, Science is my worst nightmare, wish I never took additional I hate core, but this is like twice as hard, I mean do I really care about Velocity time graphs? really????

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

I cheekly took a text book from school and on the inside page, written is FML, just how I feel right now!

I did one of them tablet things tonight, the pink ones to see if it shows up any plaque, it was a very bad idea to do this as it has now turned my retainer pink, I hope it goes back to normal as I don't fancy having pink looking retainers, EWWWW!!

Went to see HP sauce today, instead of revising probably a bad decision as I said i would revise when I got back, I havent :/ I was quite upset that they didn't go to hogwarts, I love that place. And AWWW poor dobby, he's just so cute :'(

Right now I am wearing my onesy, god I love it, it's pink and zebra print ;) spilt bit of gravey on it though from sunday lunch, woopsies!!

Nighty Night, gosh I can't wait for these next two weeks to be over with, and Bring on Christmasss!!

Good Luck for tomorrow everyone :)

Love K,

xoxo

Not A Very Happy Bunny...

I haven't done any revision tonight, when my 'rents' came into the living room when I was on my laptop and watching a bit of 'friends' I had to quickly shut the laptop and get my history out so I looked like I was doing something, should of done some, just I can't be bothered which isn't a very good attitude :/ arghhh crap I really hope these results don't get sent to the QE otherwise I'm screwed!!

I've made the Puddsy t-shirt, It's gone quite bad, feel a bit ssorry for the boy who has to wear it :P woopsies!!

I'm actually pooing myself about these stupid mocks, please god don't send them to the QE!! arghhhhhhhhhhhh

I have been invited to sleep at the lovely e'c tomorrow night, a nice girly night in would be lovely :) the problem is I haven't asked the 'rents' and I can  see them being like well what about revision hey? which is a good point, but I don't want to miss out on the loveliness, decisions decisions :/ what to do?

I fancy a scream into a pillow right now, just to get something off, probably do nothing though!

I only really want to do three subjects at QE:

• Textiles
• Media
• English Language

What else am I going to take, I attemted filling out my entry from thing, I have no idea what to write about?

Pretty Little Liars was on tonight, I loved it, it was v. good, I really want to find out who this A is?!

Not in a very good mood

:'(

Love K,

xoxo

Not So Textured...

Art exam was today...

hmm it was interesting I suppose. I started off painting my board nice and straight in this nice purpley colour, then mr j. comes along and says well why don't you make it look more textured so he started sribbling the paint about, I felt crushed since that was the straightest I've ever painted I took my time and everything and he comes along and ruins it! The not so funny thing is, It doesn't look textured at all!I love the way a'r paints it's o nice and straight and also very shiny and glossy, she's just the best :) I did a bit of photoshop and then I cut ties out of chicken wire, hurt like hell, I cut my thumb about three times and wouldn't stop bleeding! Then I put this whitte stuff over it to mould but I can't think of what it's called right now :/ we were meant to be in silence for the whole 5hours of today after lunch it didn't seem to work, actually I'll give till 5th period then we were just LOUD!!

After shcool I raced round time to find a wristband I couldn't find one anyway, I tried Greggs, boots, another greggs and Iceland! Couldn't find one any where, very gutted.

I got my notebooks last night very late though considering I wanted them at like 4, I got them at 8.30, and their was not oxford notebooks, I ended up getting Sainsburys refillable, recycled notebook, two of them since they were on offer :P

Still haven't handed out invitations, really need to!

Gossip girl last night, god I love that show something big always happens, last night Chuck and Blair were back together and at the end they decided that they would wait for each a while til they got together as their working life was more important. NO it's not they should get together now!!

Casual clothes day tomorrow I would like to wear something well decent but I don't think that would be a good idea since I have art all day and I don't want to ruin anything nice, but I don't want to look a dog. Why does art have to be on Casual Clothes day!! SICKY-ING!!

I now have to draw a puddsey bear on a white t-shirt for the little boy, that will end up failing and then him crying and hitting me, I'm so lucky :P

Tea time.

Love K,

xoxo

Meet Mr. Crabby ;)

I look pretty hangin' but I think Mr. Crabby looks pretty fyne ;)

Shoot me now.

So I haven't wrote on here for a while, I've been very busy, I still am busy but I thought I would post one.

Right now I am waiting to be hopefully taken to Sainsburys, I love that shop, it's just so familyish I don't even think that's a woard but oh well, I would like to go their to buy a notebook and a Children In Need wristband, I hope they sell them their, they look dead cool, there only a like a £1 and even bette it goes to charity :) I want a notebook as I think it may help me to actually revise, I mean nice clean paper in a book, what more could you want :) my freind k'l said to go for the oxford one, but when I looked online they don't do them but I'm sure I'll find one as nice :) why am I on about a friggin' notebook! Revision hasn't being going so well, last night I attempted a bit of science I say attempt more like fail, I got distracted and decided for the rest of the night to make invitations on the computer and well we probably won't even use them, what a waste of time! I'm so stessed lately, it sounds stupid coming from a 15year old but it's true...

I'm stressed because...

• Well I'm going to do SH*T in my mocks and that's an under statement, sorry for swearing!
• I'm not going to get into college becuase I'm going to have crap mock results!
• Were not going to get the invitations out!
• I'm going to do really bad in the january exams!
• Oh and that I won't do well in life!

I actually feel like shooting myself! I hate this so much!! why couldn't everything just go back to being little where nothing really mattered!

I had a lovely weekend though went to Scarborough with the Family, it was so fun, we went crab dipping and I caught a massive crab, actually humungus :P It was nice to have nice family time, eating lots of food and singing awfully on singstar to 'Tricky Tricky'!

I have way to much on my mind.

Oh yeah and I forgot to put that I have a ten hour art exam tomorrow and friday, woopidoodaa! that's going to go so bad, you don't have to revise for it but you need a good idea ot actually do it and well I don't, I'm such a failure!

Oh and another thing is when people say their going to do really bad in these exams, but their not because they never get lower than a C which is good for me! And then when I think I have done alright for myself I hear people complaining because they were one off an A* or they only got a B how about be happy that you passed unlike me, and then they ask me what I get and I'm like a C and there complaing about there A and then they go Oh yeah that's good what you got, don't try and tell me you think it's good when you clearly were complaining about something higher than mine! Does my nut in, it has to be said!

Right I'm off now, hopefully to revise :)

Love K,

xoxo

All I Need Is A Little Willpower.

I am not in a good mood at all, going to bed last night at like 12 didn't help!

I really am CBA with everything, I don't have the energy atleast when I swam I had the energy to get up at like 6 in the morning to go training, now I struggle to get out of bed at half seven on a school morning. I wish I was different, I always have thought that, everything I would change if I could, but I can't unless I get like a face transplant or something, this sounds so stupid and that like I love myslef because I'm talking about myslef, but it's the complete opposite, I don't like myself.

I'm not one of those girls which is really naturally pretty and doesn't have to wear any make-up because they don't need it, I'm not one of those girls that everyone wants to talk to, if I wanted to talk to someone I would probably have to do it myself, this sounds really stupid but I know what I mean. I'm not one of those girls which is naturally bright and pretty and does well in everything you can think of or that the boys would die to sit next to and to talk to...

I'm the girl which isn't naturally pretty and if I wanted to look a bit more not doggish I would have to wear lots of make-up, I'm not bright, but I wouldn't say I was stupid, I would say I was one that would have to try hard in life to get where I want to be and to do well and I am definately not one of those girls which the boys would talk to. I'm not saying people don't try hard in life but I'm one of those ones which really needs to try, to get there.

I need to try harder in life otherwise I'm never going to get anywhere, I need to try harder in science, history and pe theory otherwise I won't be doing well, I do want to do well I just can't seem to want to do it, I'm a 'talker' not a 'doer', I say I will do this and that but when it comes to it I'll try and find away to get out of it.

I also forgot that I am not one of those people who doesnt have to do any excercise and they still stay super slim, I'm turning into a couch potatoe, which isn't good.

K you are going to change I have decided I just need the will power and energy to do so.

This blog seemed to be all about me, I'm really sorry.

Oh and I am still debating whether to tell you or not, would it make it awkard?

Love K,

xoxo

Horrid Little Raindrops...

I want to tell you, but I'm scared if I do tell you that well you'll tell people and well I think I would rather die, I think these feelings may have comeback a bit, but for some reason I just want to tell you...

Last night I went to look round the QE, I did find it very useful, I know a few subjects I want to do, but there not really accademic ones, that's bad isn't it? Well I don't want to do any sciences because I'm awful at them and well I don't think I would be good at like archeaology or how ever you spell it or geology, philosophy, politics, physcology or sociology, I wish I wasn't that bad in science and that I would enjoy because well then atleast I could do something more academic, god I hate you stupid Science!!

The options I am thinking of taking are:

• English Language
• Textiles
• Media Studies or Media Production?

Oh god I feel like crying because everyone I talk to is taking all these fancy and really acedemic subjects and then theres me taking well that. eee I don't know? Someone just choose for me?

How windy is it these days I woke up one morning this week and I thought my window had been blown off it was that windy! I'm freezing now but momma won't put the heating on, all she says is go put some jumpers. And at night I feel like going to bed with gloves on, I'm that cold, I think I've got something wrong with me!

Oh and I have only just found out that we are doing another sketchbook in january for art, mr. j never told us this I thought we were planning for our real thing then, to confuzing!

I hate the cold and the rain and the wind!

I can't decide if I do like you or not, but I feel like tell you for some reason and I know that you will just be like no, so maybes I wont...

Love K,

xoxo

A Marvellous Medicine, Huh?

Finally learnt how to change your background to an actuall picture, thanks to b'l :)

Today has been a very useful day, I have done art all day, which is good, actually did something in them 5 hours or what not, instead of just sitting their doing nothing.

I didn't relize that we were doing another sketchbook after this, I thought after January we were planning our final piece, bit of a shocker when I found that out today. For my final piece I have a few ideas, they look good in my head, but I can tell when it comes to it, it will go terribly wrong. Arghhhhh.

Tonight I have been to see George's Marvellous Medicine at the Civic, it was okay I guess more for little ones, which I knew it would be, but it seemed really little, someone was gutted that the grandma didn't blow up!

Cannot be bothered with school tomorrow, it's just such a blag, cba right now.

I really want to say something to you, but I'm scared it might come out the wrong way, but then maybes I should, because it may help, I hope it doesn't make it worse.

Love K,

xoxo

So Many Skills That Make Her Distinctive.

I haven't written one of these for ages, been quite busy...

So Saturday was lovely with m'r, it was great to catch up and talk about old times and the new, it was really nice :) Saturday night I watched the fireworks from the train window, loved it. I love the ones which start off small and then they expand, to being really big :) I also like the ones which whistle and make them pshhhh noises, hah. We had a an indian takeaway that night, we went and waited in the shop, and then as a surprise someone returned out of the blue for the night, oh it was lovley as I hadn't seen her for a few weeks, she told l'a not to tell me that she was their so it would be a surprise, she didn't tell :) A lovely lovely day :)

Sunday night I went to see 'Due Date' with a few people, I very much enjoyed it, just like the hangover :)

Today was alright I guess, triple science first, hate it so much, can not wait to drop it :D it wasn't to bad, could of been worse, I guess. Walked into town with b'h and c'l to sainsbuys, we practically cleared out the shop with candy canes, lol. I then had to watch the primary schools sing, it was better than what I though actually quite amusing. It reminded me so much of being in primary school, how you didn't have a care in the world and nothing really matters, I do miss them days. Watching the 'The Little House' right now, I rather like it, I'm thinking it's going to be a very dramatic finish, well I hope so :D

I've met someone that makes me feel seasick...

You did used to make me feel seasick, I don't know why? Talking to you today, made it feel like nothing had changed, but things have, too much has.

I'm glad I have invited you's, it will be so good to catch up like old times, I was scared at first but I am glad I have, I feel happy about it :)

I'm looking forward to tomorrow, it is going to be the first PHSE day which is going to be helpful :)

COURSEWORK!

Going to do Art for three lessons and then hopefully going to do my Merchant of Venice!

Love K,

xoxo

Hmmm.

Cannot wait for the mocks to be over and well then to get all excited for Christmas,

I LOVE CHRISTMASS!

Today well I couldn't wait to be over with, thankgod it is, because it's the weekend!

I might do a bit of art later, and that's a big 'might' I really should do but I really CBA.

This weekend is going to be lovely, tonight I am just going to chill out, that sounds really lame but I mean, I'm going to watch a bit of 'Freinds' and well I taped Pretty little liars, so I may watch that :)

I'm thinking about what I have just wrote and it's just one of those things which is a I Don't Care!

May watch a cheeky film, I'm thinking Sex and the City or Clueless, both very good films :)

So tommorow I am off on the train again to go and see my lovley freind m'r, cannot wait haven't seen her for ages :'( so it will be lovely to catch up and well shop a little :)

I may get back in time for the fireworks, but tbh I don't know if I can be bothered with it, but if it is the last one I may just have to drag myself their.

I have seen every 'Freinds' episode and I never get bored of them, they still make me laugh to myself

:)

Don't know what else to say really, so toodles

Love K,

xoxo

Just To Cute...

These two have got to be the cutest couple ever, they are so adorable together, if you haven't seen the O.C watch it, it makes you all happy and well it's just so good :)

ILOVESETH&SUMMER♥

Short And Crap.

Just going to be a quick one as well I am very tired and well the bed id calling...

Watched 'Get me to Greek' tonight, I quite enjoyed, oh and the big man in it is so cute, like a teddy bear :')

We then watched a 'Saw' film, don't know which one because their is so many of them, it was rather freaky and cringey :/ quite enjoyed it though :P

I miss the summmer times, when the World Cup was on and we all had fun with it :'(

Love K,

xoxo

People Really Do Change Over Time.

No one seems to be blogging tonight, which sad to say is rather gutting because I like reading what other peoples blogs are about...

I have just seen something that has really changed my view on this person, I haven't spoken to this person since well ages and I mean ages!

Seeing what you were doing actually shocked me, you never used to be that sort of person, so why now?

I guess people change though, quite a lot if you haven't seen them for a while.

You were someone who I liked on and off for well I don't know how long, and well it killed me everytime seeing you with someone else, it sounds weird I don't know how it looks  but I have to admit it was true.

I guess they've changed though and I probably won't be seeing you for a long time, infact I don't know if I ever will, I used to think about seeing you one day and well since things have changed, I don't think that will be happening.

This probably has been the most expressing blog ever that I have made, but well it just came to me.

Nighty Night

Love K,

xoxo

Can't Believe She's only Turned 15 Today!!

Since when did little Kendall grow up and look so old, gosh she's changed from watching her on Keeping Up With The Kardashians!

Just like her sisters;

Love the Kardashians :)

Mushed Up Leaves Is a NO-NO!

So right now I am sat in the lounge on here and watching Accidentally on Purpose, I did have a cup of tea to go along with it, but that got downed in about 2 minutes.

I know this sounds stupid but I think I may becoming addicted to tea, it sounds really stupid, but I may be, I used to hate it but then when I tried it, with sugar, OMG loved it ever since :)

Need to cut down.

Walking to school today, seemed nice, actually coming to think about it I don't know if it was, I seemed to be speedily walking down the street so the school getes wouldn't cloes on my face, then I had to dodge past the smokers, which took a bit of time and then there was like a mountains of leaves all the way into school, nearly slipped on them because they were so mushed up!

Did quite a bit of art today, had it first, I then did it third because I don't maths which was a double so I also did it after lunch and I even did it at lunch, man I was on fire. When I look at the work I've done though I don't seem to have done loads in them like 4 hours!

Oh well next week is PHSE day, normally I hate them, but this one is coursework catch-up which is actually something useful and well I'm basically doing art all day, so I'll hopefully do more then :)

Need to slop on the sudocreme for these bad boy spots, there doing my nut in, I can't put it on now though because the fixer mans round fixing the bathroom, so I think I would look abit stupid with white stuff all over my face when I have to let him out :/

Tonight I am planning to maybes make the Birthday/Christmas list, watch gossip girl, ugly betty and then off to the pit :)

Love K,

xoxo

Always In The CBA Mood...

I wanted to write another post, so I am...

So didn't go to the gym tonight was probably a bad decision, I have no umphh in me, which I really need right now, so hopefully I will get motivated, I told the rent that I would go on the wii fit, that didn't go to plan either, ended up having my tea, catching up on gossip girl and well then absolutely nothing, didn't go down well with the rents, I must say.

I got another lecture how I'm all talk and no go, the more I hear that, the more I relise that is exsactly what I'm like, I mean tonight I such a good example, I hate it when they ask you stupid, pointless questions which they already know the anwser to, they just want me to say it, which I do not like!

I hate to admit it, but they are right, but I like to put up a fight, to try and stand my ground, sounds gay and I don't even know if that's how you would word it, but that's the way I have.

I'm talking to j's right now, he's so lovely, we don't talk that much, well we used to be in classes together in year 9, not anymore, I know this is going to sound stupid j's but I miss the times we had in drama, art and music, even though we complained about them every lesson, they seemed pretty funny, so I just thought I would tell you if you are reading this, your probably not but oh well, I mean who does read this?

Gossip Girl which I caught up on tonight from last week is always so full filling, it's always jammed packed and exciting, I think that's what I like about it, it's never the same, something interesting and exciting is always happening in it, I sometimes wonder what my life would be like if I lived liked them in the Upper East Side?

Right well nighty night :)

Love K,

xoxo

Sleepless Nights...

So I know it's booked and I'm so glad it is, but at the same time I have a funny feeling about it...

I couldn't get to sleep last night and I  don't know why,

just everything was running round in my head, and it wouldn't stop, I'm surprised I actually got to sleep!

All I could think about was when am I going to revise? and am I going to do well, in life all together, it sounds sad, but it's true, I was also thinking about all the things that might go wrong with it...

I know people are only trying to help, but sometimes I just wish they would back off  just a liitle.

Cannot wait to get everything sorted out :)

I'm supposed to be going to the gym tonight, but you know when your in that cba, well that's how I feel, but after I've been I feel a tad better about myself, just a tad.

Need to lose a few pounds before the big night :)

I might come back on here, after hoping of losing a few pounds,

toodles :)

Love K,

xoxo 

P.S Hopefully I will have a better sleep tonight :) 

Hello 12th Follower, I Love You :)

It was the first day back from the holidays and the first of the month...

Today was a very interesting day.

Whenever we go back to school after the holidays I always feel like we have never been off!

The holidays go to fast and school seems to drag on.

Interesting day at school, Art was probably the best bit of the day, I say I hate Art, but that seems to be the best lesson I have, all we seem to do is sit there and chat, which I love, we always seem to have great little talks, Oh I'll miss them times when were all off to college or what not, doing what we want to do :'(

Todays art lesson seemed quite good actually :)

Mr j. wasn't there again, he's always off ill.

Any who no one came to our lesson, but the funny thing is we seemed to do more work, then when he isn't their!

I'm very happy and excited :D

It's finally booked, another thing to look forward to, cannot wait!

Really need to do REVISON my 'rents' brought it up today, didn't go down to well since I have done zilch! :/

Quite worried about it now, bit scared from the outcome of it!

Love K,

xoxo