I Must Have Been Born On The Highway, Cos Thats Where Most Accidents Happen.

I don't feel that happy these days, so I'm sorry if this is a depressing, or a down post...

I want to change to many things in my life, I have probably said this before, but it's true, I'm not saying I don't have a good life because I do, I can Love it and then other days I don't, I mean I really shouldn't feel this way, I feel angry and this makes me even more angry which makes me want to scream or punch something, what I hate is when I take it out on the people I love, I don't mean physically, I mean as in my mood swings, and yes you might be like ahhh yes she's a teenager, she has hormones, but I mean come on there a B*tch!

I don't really like what I have become, it's not a pretty sight, I feel angry and emotional about things which happened about 4years ago, I need to learn how to calm down and just take things slow. I need to count to ten or something!

Like today I was angry because just year 10's and 11's had to go into school today because of the weather, but I shouldn't be like this, I should want to want to go to school, as all I hear these days is 'these are the best days of your life right now!' and yeah the more I hear it, the more I believe it! I should enjoy it more, I should enjoy school now, as I know when I go off to college I will miss it, but I mean what do I do about it, I have like another 5-6 months left school, I need to start buckeling down and putting more of an effort in as like what the 'rents' said theres no point in doshing these exams as that as just a waste of the past 11 years of my life, or even more. I am going to change and yes I say this, and they are right when they say I am a talker not a doer, but this time I'm going to do it other wise it's just going to be a waste, and I mean whats the point in have been at school for most of my life, just not to be good life?

I'm sorry for the rant or what not, so moving on,,

Today we had to go in, no more slobbing about, but if you think about it, if it hadn't of snowed we would have been at school anyway, so I think I should just deal with it :P It was awful walking to school, the snow was like knee dip, not that fun walking in it. Then this morning was a bit of a waste as I had did zumba and then so called history revision! We had a half an hour lunch so we would finish early, which I liked :) Then it was the Germany:History exam, I feel like I have done better in that one then in the medicine one, well I think I just baffled, but who cares if it gets you a few marks :)

Tomorrow is German and P.E which are oth going to be fails, I am dreading these results as I don't think any are going to be reasonably good, well off now probably going to think about more things :/

Tomorrow night should be good as it's Tiff's Party, bring out the gladraggs :)

Nighty Night,

Love K,

xoxo